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am at von's hse using her lap top to update.
haha.
happy birthday to yu's mum.
celebrating for her at yu's place.
we bought a cd player for her,hope she'll like it.
going clubing tonight with von,yu and dan.
haha.
guess we'll have great fun.
it's been a long time since i blog.
i miss the tens loads.
miss the times we had together.
so much fun we had.
i have been making someone damn sad.
i'm sorry.
i really didn't mean to do it.
i know that i'm quite ap this days i'm sorry.
hope you can understand.
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 5:14 PM
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allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 5:07 PM
This is des creation haha
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 3:38 PM
OMg!!!!!
I had great fun man
I went swimming everyday went i was at the chalet
Got jakuzzi now
The chalet is like our house
We cook wash all
Haha
But it somehow looks like a prison because of the double deck bed
Haha
We did lots of stupid tings over there
We even took lots of stupid photo i'll upload it aft i finish updating
I learnt how to play war craft the guys teach me
It's rather fun
On the third day i cooked pasta haha
The girls did most of the cooking and the guys did all the washing
Haha
The next time round we gonna book the bungalow chalet
Didn't manage to see sun rise cause we went to the wrong side
Haha
The last day me and des2 toast bread for the idiots lor so good rite
At 5 plus am lar with the barbacue pit
Next time must go to the wild wild wet
Haven been there before
Ooh ya
fishy hit her butt when she played the slide in the pool
Haha
OOops
She's gonna kill me if she sees tis
Haha
SHHHhhh....
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 3:05 PM
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oHH YA
FORGET ABT SOMETHING
i TINK I SHUD PUT A BOARD FOR PPL TO MAKE COMMENTS
CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE MORE AND MORE PPL IS READING MY BLOG
NOT ONLY TAT THERE'S STILL SOME KIND SOUL TAT HLP ME PUBLICISE MY BLOG
THANKS MAN
I'M TRYING TO APPRICIEATE IT YA
HAHA
I GUESS THE PERSON SHUD KNW HW SHE IS
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 1:06 PM
I'm meeting za dan ltr
Must tink of where to bomb ltr
haha
Shhhhhhh
Don so loud
Haha
Yeah
After tat meeting Choo dale my buddy cum art teacher for dinner
I miss her man
Can't wait to see her
I'm sorry silly to disappoint u once again
I didn't mean it
I'll make sure i won't do it again k
And I love you,
And I need you,Silly I love you,
I do, and it's more than you'll ever know,
Girl it's for sure, you can count on my love,
Forever more
I need is all of you
hAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS
ESP TO CHOO DALE
WE LOVE U MAN
U RAWK US:)
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 12:23 PM
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I tink something bad tat i can't forgive myself
I know it's bad but i still do it
Wat the hell is wrong with me
Maybe i'm just not firm enough
I hate myself for all the tings i hav done
I knw sorry doesn't solve any prob
I'm left with no choice
I guess tat's the only ting i can do
To make everyone happy abt it
Tis is the only way to lessen everyone's chances of getting hurt i guess
I'm just a bad person
I knw wat i wan
But so wat
Tis doesn't matter
Cause no one believes in me except my idiots
i hope i made the right choice
I knw i don wan it tis way
But still i chose it
So i'll accept everything tat's gonna happen
Althought i don wan to
I still need you
I still care abt you
Thought everythings been said and done
I still feel you
Like i'm right beside you
(And understand how u feel but u just choose not to open up to me
how i wish you understand hw i feel and not hate me
but i knw it doesn't matters to you anyway
Just hope tat u're happy and don't wish to see you sad all the time
It hurts to see you tis way)
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 1:12 PM
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Went to watch movie with silly yesterday
The break up
Quite nice la
But silly don like the ending
Haha
:) :) :) :)
Went to play bball with sally in the morning
Somehow get back some confidence in bball
But still can't get the ball feel
Haha
OKie tink gonna find min yu and von already
HAha
Yeah
Chalet Coming!!!!
Happy happy
:)
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 2:04 PM
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i drank again
Tis time it's a diff
It's been a long time since i though of drinking
i don like tat
It sucks
Do u ting i wan tings tis way
Do i hav a choice
I'm very serious tis time round
Not tat i'm not serious previously
Look into my eyes
U'll see wat u mean to me
Search your heart
Search ur soul
When u find me there u search no more
Don tell me it's not worth trying for
U can't tell me it's not worth dying for
U knw it's true everything i do i do it for u
Look into ur eyes u'll find there's nothing there to hide
Take me as i am
Take my life
I'll give it all i'll sacrifice
Don tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't hlp it there's nothing i want more
U knw it's true everything i do i do it for u
If only u could believe wat i say and mean
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 11:54 PM
U just don understand me
I meant wat i say k
i don knw why u don believe me
I'm more of sad than angry
If u still tink tat u're rite then so be it
Cause i eally meant wat i say
I don lie
And i hate to lie okie
I can't stop u frm doing wat u wan so
Go ahead and continue calling me tat
If tat makes u happy
I just hate the way u call me tat
An apology to u
I tink i was rather harsh yesterday
I'm sorry
But i just hate wat the tings u said yesterday
No goodbye, i want it tat way
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 10:14 AM
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I hav a sucky life
Ppl jus likes to talk bad tings abt me and ruin my reputation
I jus simply don understand why?
Does ruining my reputation hlps them to achieve good grades for their o levels?
If tat hlps go ahead then
When i'm working towards wat i wan
One step nearer and one hundreds steps back again
This happens numerous times
I'm really sick and tired of it
To u guys am i really tat bad
Everybody deserves a chance except me
Why?
And i knw tat wat our frens says we'll always believe so i won't blame her
Cause i understands wat seh's been going through
But wat's the point of only me understanding it
It's useless
Nw i have given up say wat u guys one and i'll do wat i wan to
Who cares wat u guys ting
I knw my true frens supports wat i do
Silly
If being friends is wat u wan i accept it
As i told u before i knw wat u hav been through
So i understand hw u feel
No worries i'll be fine
If leaving u can make u happy i'll do so
I'll do anything as long as u're happy
Hlp is always there if u needed it
I jus wish tat u can be happy all the time
I don wish to see u sad or cry
It really hurts
Especially when i don knw wat can cheer u up
One last bite
Take care always
allthewordsleftunspoken blogged on 2:09 PM
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